meeks wrote:crazy stuff that simply defied the laws of physics
meeks wrote:ok - I'll share my experience last week.
I was meditating (do it daily, 1 - 3x a day some of them each over an hour, but not always). I started to see (inner sight) a red ball in the center of my head about the size of a golf ball, crimson red in color (color was not important, just describing). It began to grow a 'stem' from it towards my forehead. I felt it pushing on my forehead with enough intensity to make me grit my teeth so I tried to relax as much as possible and not resist its pushing. It came through my forehead like a large bud of a flower, then immediately dialed open into a full blossom, about the size of my hand. I sat there in awe of this experience, acknowledging it and feeling the changes happening as a ton of energy was engulfing my body (felt f-ing amazing).
The next morning I began my meditation again (about 5:30am) - not to try to replicate the experience, but to accept whatever happens this time (my standard approach). This time the flower opened again, quite easily without the 'seeing of the ball' - it was just opened suddenly on my forehead. After a length of time I saw a cobra rise up (inner sight) inside of me, quite large - it's hood was the width of my shoulders. It shows that it was part of me, then my own body began to weave back and forth like a snake, as well as my head turning to either follow or lead the undulations of my body. Another amazing, powerful experience. That was last Tuesday.
This whole week that's gone by I now start to see the energy rise and fall within me throughout the day - a thought can trigger it, proximity to someone with strong energy (whether good or bad), driving by a Hindu Temple I almost have to pull over because I start to get 'werewolf seeing the full moon' effects. And talk about being hella psychic compared to the past (long hours of bagua circle walking really made me open up to sensing/seeing energies and it's been an uphill growth from there). Now when it rises, I see the snake(s) 'weave' up the body. I started googling 'snake movement during meditation' because this wasn't something my bagua instructor ever discussed with me, and I saw this image which nails what I'm seeing inside quite accurately:
There's plenty more I haven't shared about what's been happening, but it's been an amazing experience and I'd like to find someone to discuss with to provide insights (back and forth) to get other perspectives.
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